I wasn’t able to update my blog for days because I’ve been so busy at work…an officemate is on leave and I’m assigned to do her work alongside mine. One person plus a workload for two is equal to fatigue! When I come home, I’m too tired to do anything. I can hardly lift a [...]
LOST IN INTERPRETATION
I have been assessing myself if I tend to read so much into things. We all have our own interpretations of the world. We tell ourselves what things mean and what to do about them. So I’ve been asking myself if things what I deem wrong are in reality wrong or I just interpret them [...]
diary entry 30: living alone
I think I’m doing better than expected. I’m not as sad as I thought I would. My life is normal as if nothing changed. I wake up and go about my typical day as usual. Everything is perfectly normal. I’m not sure… Maybe my brain just hasn’t processed what really happened. My sister left last [...]
catch 22
I’m a in a catch-22 situation. Catch-22 is a military term that became a title of a novel, and eventually became an idiom expression for a no-win situation. Wikipedia defines it as an expression that refers to a rule, regulation, procedure or situation that creates a dilemma where no real choice exists. Its premise [...]
diary entry 29: recession
I had a long weekend. There were so many things I needed to take in, chew and digest in just two days. First off, my sister was laid off. The solution to that problem is not as simple as her getting a new job. It’s needless to say that economy is worsening by the day. [...]
diary entry 28: over the weekend
I have lots of realizations lately. Although I wanted to narrate all of them in the most poignant way I know how to, I just can’t. I’m just not in the frame of mind to do so. It’s due to my lack of sleep. I’m too sleepy to write. I’m so sleepy that I can’t [...]
diary entry 11
Diary entry 11 05/22/08 I’m not sure if it’s a good or bad thing… He is becoming friendlier and friendlier each time we talk… I wanted to sort things out when I’m already there… As much as I can I want to avoid talking about personal things with him. We talked too [...]
diary entry 10
05/14/08 I called my mom. I asked her about what happened to the business that she was planning, she said that she hasn’t thought of anything yet…It’s been two months since she went back home… she hasn’t started anything yet. Upon hearing that, I felt so disappointed… I was upset. My voice became [...]
diary entry 7
04/25/08 Church day. I arrived there early again. had lunch at home. Went to Dragon Mall with my officemates. I didn’t buy anything. They said I had such good sense of control… hehe… maybe…but nothing caught my attention at the mall that was why I didn’t buy anything. In the evening, I called a friend. [...]
diary entry 3
Again, again… Every time my sister and I argue, my instant impulse is to take the earliest flight back home. Hehe… I know… I know… it’s bad. But I’m just being honest with what I feel. I do love my sister of course. I’m sure she loves me too. She’s a good ate. She took [...]
